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Thursday, August 14, 2008

I love Chris, I really do. I have given up so much for him, I have been living everyday for him, I have been doing everything with him in mind. I have pushed everyone, both family and friends, away, to be with him, to spend time with him.
But is it all worth it? My world has turned completely upside-down because of him. That future that we both want, yearn for, is it really going to happen? Or are we just living in our dreams?
I can't possibly give up, I don't know what I'd do without him. I just love him so much, and I'd be a terrible wreck if I had to end it with him. But really... I think I know in my heart of heart, that breaking up is what it eventually comes down to.
And that scares me so much.

&This is my life
12:28 AM
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